i started recieving disablity in 2008.i had a mental break down,,,didnt care about anything....quit my job after 8 years and was very sick.husband did not understand and was not nice at all...january of 2009 a tree took our home out.had to move in with my daughter..husband stayed gone all the time...then he took his new girlfriend home to meet his mother on my birthday....broke down again....i divorce him and it was legal in aug. right before his birthda..he got everything out of the divorce a motorcycle and the car...i still have no car...then my brother was shot and killed in december....all in 2009....what a year...so i thought i would move back home....not the best move...so i on disablity with depression and so with some severe back issuses and they do shots in my knees every three months....i am begging for help to catch me up with my bills...i got myself in a mess...trying to pay rent and electric on 627.00 a month.borrow from payday loans and cant get out of them...about 800.00 with catch me up....and help please.depression getting worse worrying about it...dont know what to do...thanks for listening....